when i imed you tonight i was concerned about where you were in this big, big world.  Somewhere lost in the san fernando valley.. with some kind of trick up your sleeve.  You’ve never been one to take it easy.

as you told me your newest plan to make the money that will be your stones to the path of independence, i wanted to tell you what i really felt.  How I wish we could talk in person instead of im’s.  How I wish we had the kind of brother sister thing I’m trying to facilitate between my kids.  Where I depend on you and you can count on me for things that we can’t find anywhere else.

but for now, this is good.  im’s to catch up at 11:12pm.  You telling me how much it means that i’m not finding holes in your plan.. me trying to explain how i just wanted to be helpful, cuz thats what i thought you needed.  us expressing that we do, in fact, love each other.  i guess we weren’t too cool to say these things after all.

Catch up with you this weekend! Hope you get your phone turned back on.

your sister