the other day those dammmmm kids at school asked me straight up why I care and I almost wasn’t sure why.

but now i get it. I care from a heavy deep place when it comes to other people. but when it comes from taking care of my own stuff I give myself the once over.  No one discounts me like me.

now that the age of adulthood has descended, do i really have much choice anymore?  i can’t be bitching that its anyone else’s fault for much longer.

I gotta do some life strategic planning, and soon!

V